Complaints

Over the years I always believe. The distance

Between goals so far apart I couldn’t reach

Never once seeing past achievements

Or looking at the feet to see

How far I already gone

 

Over time and two decades to count for and some odd months

Comparison has turn happiness to pure hate

Hungry for knowledge

Yet three strikes at home plate this worth is disease

 Sickening

Corrupting my need to prevail

 School is jail, class a cell, and work a punishment

 Because my disability closes

 the exits of opportunity of my life

You see

OVER THE YEARS

I help plenty people

More less than myself handing out hands like an octopus

Secretly crying be that it may

Wanting a family so I ship flaws to build a false me acting as college

Is a university why can’t I pass o my god!! The agony

 

 

Ontop of it all I lost my job

Never miss a step treating people with respect and stab by the company

I sweated & mad but small underneath composure disguising truth I want

Everything life of bread offers yet scraps I receive…

Ahhh so much built up over the years where do I release at last broken leg

Help me help the soul my faith my life help me…