StereoType

I bet if the world was black & white

people will still see color in transparent places

they box us in by the colors of our skin

stereotype

that couldn't be created by person

but refrain to congregate to praise efforts

instead you oppose the fact who created it

.... like

Touch tone phone by a Black Men

Stereotype

He’s Asian and all them look alike

they must be fish heads that are scientist

leading the world in this Market

Stereotype

I should hate this Man

who created stop lights

Garrett Morgan that was a dick move

stereotype

Charles drew organized

the first blood bank in the U.S

but he couldn't be Black

Stereotype

This wont be culture against culture

we have our own kind who pollutes the generational

minds

that every black child need to be a rapper or a athletic

player now that wont be fact

give me education or give me death

you got guys who don't want Gold diggers

but throw stacks

plus women don't want to be sex symbols

but use those bodies for those stacks

how ironic is that now maybe that's total fact

not a

stereotype

Every Hispanic must be a illegal immigrant

stereotype

Every white person is a racist

stereotype

Willis Johnson

created that rotary egg beater

who wouldn't want to

stereotype

I remember we couldn't record

a thing now that's wack who created this

was Benjamin Thornton

he Asian not black

Stereotype

That every other culture appropriate music from black people

I mean this cant be acknowledge we got some weak songs too

what about “Sweet Home Alabama” that was a mega hit

plus a icon of mines too

he was a Caucasian dude

Oh lets not stereotype this one either

that women are gay if they look more masculine

okay I admit that one I’m a little confuse laughing ‘

So before I finish look around the room

every person in this bitch is broke

See!? I just stereotype you

Stereotype.....

Tallahassee Community College (Health Care Fair)

Televangelist television + evangelist (Church is a lucrative business)

Church is a lucrative business

10% of your living expensive

I'll deem you saved.... after that??... wash all your senses

lets pay attention  Black on black rhyme....

if Satan rises from hell ....disguise himself  as the Angel of light

whom may I ask are his  soldiers with  Bibles in hand

preaching illusions

 holding our cries for servitude  living lavish lives

wearing three piece suits while you tithe your last

well I got News......
church isn't a golden ticket its a good decision

Black on Black rhym e  i wasint 

vocal enough church is a lucrative business 

lucrative as you may notice

I used many times just as many times

you give those tax-free dollar signs
I tith my last with no difficulty at all
10s 20a 50s plus cents
house pension plus 401k
yes Lord thank you I'll be saved
I'll be first to hold my head high
walking outside too late to realize I'll gave
way my money to  crooked women or guy



televangilist
a pastor who believe he should  televise his services
but yet I thought sanctuary is holy ground no more
open to your eyes than a television

I'll pray you listen...........
because God plays no favorite when its his decision
judgement day is upon us now go to your churches
and have them take that for admission

Church is a lucrative business

Truth Lyrics

I believe the impossible only to question everything I been taught
every opinion only deepens the reasons that cant  exist see am I wrong to fault your claims on your false names even preaching to empty church blessing the tide to get a Benz later

God forgive
forgive the fools but lets turn the cheek on the know it all guy
see he teaches yet cant learn lessons from a infant I swear if we aint losing we dame show aint winning
I grew up a christian but now im open to all religion not coveting just seeing the opposition people relax too lazy to say that if you learn a different one  you gone a stray... I laugh continued to show asking for a blessing yet taking money you see drop from the front-lines
dying materialistically speaking selling souls (video vixen)
no  bless you cause I see you sneezing when you lie
but yet a lie is the truth  within  madness cometh the truth so i be you and you be me ..wait but go made us individually......

I could continue but I am letting you process this confusing truth
 

Trap Queen

she my trap queen

rolling ish and walking like a banod

everybody hate us but we never letting

go cause I rather have a quater bag then a nickel or a dime

so I introduce to the peeps showing that flipping

birdies watch how they fly  I dont care

she my trap queen...

all in the bed freaking amazing

backward or fourthward she dive in

open wider then I-95 but i drive

sipping lend she light a blunt then kiss my neck

no cream we getting gop

I'm Comin Home

I'm Comin Home
wait for me..

lawyer say the plea deal can go through
no further lies its bout that time to tell the truth...my eyes red cause if I do
Ill be comin home now not in  real but through the roof
saying youll survive  youll do five maybe out in three
but 8 by 4 cell got a dude watching me thinking if i fell
sound asleep he found out who the real and who the beast
but  bae nevermind that cause...

I'm comin home
wait for me

O lord I aint gone do no more wrong
Please provide cause carrying a shank is my only weapon
lights out in 7 now im sleeping with one eye .. wide open
thinking if i slip another dude will grip and get to choking
cursing the world like mortherfuck that
im a real G with my homies holding me down
only they rolling with fine prett puerta ricans
and i'm inclose  wearing this jumper like
 a trend but nobody remember the charge so
snitching wouldnt help so  dead silent
I become
so im comin home
wait for me

I'm coming home
wait for me

this the last chapter murda she wrote
got them letters saying i gotta go
dont ever write,call, or lust for me
im moving on... out this Tallahassee society
what she mean she leaving me? dame man
is this it ??all the worth that done ruin me
Mama wouldnt visit even on holidays or special releases
it waisnt no release sayin I raise you right
but ill be a fool to pay your bond and get you out
its time to be a Man now accept this punishment
Baby

 but Mama

I'm coming home
wait for me...

Girlfriend problems

I wrote this to imagine you
yet you lie when the truth is transparent
taking bible verses trying to paraphrase the lies
always admitting you working when the naked truth are kisses
no conversations cause arguments follow ...
draining your worries within a bottle
vodka mixing with salt tipsy a little bit
rolling blunts no passing just constant hits

see there you go once more
tripping over laundry not cleaning messes
hair clogging the sink wait...why do I put up with you
figuring the good and the bad
when all emotion is anger and cold food is sitting cross the table
no all I want is you
don't leave kiss me don't fight hug me don't walk away close the door
a rerun I know I seen this before.....

Life

I rattle the cage until I fell asleep
wondering time glass pouring the sand for Homies
gunpowder shattering from the light I seen
keep running Mary , keep running Will,

five in total

One in front, two beside, two behind

keep running Michal, Keep running Steve

we'll make this train lets follow the horns

Six shots hit the barrel of that shotgun

heart beats... beating stops!? where is Michal

4  bullets breaking the car windows
heads turn to spaghetti once more
three last only two unharmed
lets run to Gordon off Fifth Ave
I hear the horn..

if you reading this or hear this story
remember my name fore I am a young Blackman
I didn't deserve this untimely demised
God I prayed a heavens plea Mama I shouldn't listen
Dad I wasn't a smart man like you raise me to be
I am a rain drop from a bullet shot
wait!!..
I hear another  Gun shot......

Real Life never leaves you time to think; so choose the best choices-Peace

Imperfect Chance

I feel awaking anguish building from an
sleeping slumber
consuming my emotions, Who am I? Lord.
No human bears this cross I burden on my lustful way
No path is laid before the land so no choices are revealed who thee
my be; gone transparent  to the eye of the animal instinct

mistress left for a goldmine seeking external greed focusing wealth
will dismissing over cometh years but the scare I bear deepening into brown skin
I wonder  would revenging the emotion reck I am

Wild

7/3/2014
Calvin Marshall
12:55 Thurday
TCC/DSS







I am a mighty man
so mighty and brave
tackling animals with my teeth
breathing down a whipser doesnt tickle thee
roar is bigger then  lion screams
I forsake any gifts for i am wild-untame
nothing can reach the man of the forrest i walk upon
I attack any woman,man, and child. this is a warning
for the cilivilzation folks keep away before I revoke!!!

Anger

Mama told me to loosen my emotion., all hatred i been holding, madeness unfolded in this sinners land I'm provoking see I couldn't resist pull the trigger cause a boy thought to be a man caught his fate unworried eulogy

Lord..

can you hear me? I need you to hear? please feel me.

see sliding in & out of battles horrific scenes make a grown man cry no lie its a knife meet knife

gun powder poured down her throat drawn a line 

nothing but smoke AR-15 spread blood screamslittle kids running cause a police 15 minutes late to the scene see?

Mama told me to loosen my emotionchaos ruin this town cause a innocent

turn clown hurts from a parents love gushing tears from recoil slugsno matter the color we all bleed this colorred so before you chase a nightmareremember we all have our own

Betrayed

Forgotten by a close friend replaying a tape all over again

lets chill only to be rejected by a regular lie. we homies right? 

you got my back and i got yours, but nowadays you acting shady

lets  hang oh i got to watch a baby or i'm  at restoration church. I hate you now

for everything you do I strongly despise you 

Forgotten exposing my feelings and acting like i'm nothing

you drove a knife withing me slash after slash playing holy

carrying a bible knowing words acting different when cover are blown

god gave us both paths but yours is a reflection of nothing but grief cause sorrow engulf you

Weary Soul

I heard ole Men say
never marry a lady whom gone astray
she'll drive your fantasy a mile a minute fast
telling tales of glory yet a serpent in tall grass
lordy lord answer my call im turning away
from heaven. hell is knocking at my doors

One day I heard ole women say
you cant cheat on women care for them as

a new bundle of joy  but lordy lord I been cut deep in my wounds
working a chain gripping my grief in this earth
im dead tired lord im dead tired my feet is crumbling
and eyes are wet there's a storm coming and no house
can cover me from this judgment day the end across thee way
cometh children far and wide my negro spirit is calling my life...


One Day...I heard the Ole me Say
live your life don't steal, cheat, cry, or suicide
even if your mirror break in waste side by thee shores
of Chattahoochee river I live my life lord I did all I could do
I been homeless living in my car making a buck for luck it came through
o lordy lord my parents are divorcing and I'm all alone I cant heal my Mama
pain or my dad playing hurtful games
I wont say this or that don't feel sorry for me lord
by all means this path was made for little ole me sigh....

Dance,Family,Love

Dance
Everyday I wish to be a great dancer
people never thought that dance  free you from bondage
a grip loosen a little in a way most wont understand
I remember seeing James brown,Michael Jackson,Usher,etc.
I never thought I'll be a Dancer I couldn't be in front of people
I was so shy it kill me to even give speeches but all that
changed by the grace of god


Family
Is the most important word in a book
we are raise and taught tactics to survive these rough cities
My eyes saw the world as a usual place people never say Thank you
and shout words to discourage you for goals even teachers dont believe in the unbelievers at times
so family is everything when the world covers your whole reality to see the greener grass


Love
I love somebody who I could live a life with she is a drop of honey from the
tree of Bees but the emptiness of the word fills my hope to for a wife whom loved the potential to be
a "good thing," I believe I was too late when I ask God to find someone not because he is on my time
but I will always deeply care for her until the day we both realize it and nobody can break it

My Bio

I remember sitting in a corner at school
doing work but never answering the right dots so my progress report
said Failing crying all the way home on the Bus and in my room
out of sight and out of mind
Anxiety took me for a loop teachers telling me I couldn't make it
i wouldn't achieve they couldn't teach a deaf child with no hunger to succeed
what difference does it make if I was a A student or the worst
Ii deserve to have a trophy just like everybody else

Remembering back my mom help me through school
we moved so much I couldn't remember what my best friend name
was always making up people who wasint there angels who talk to me
all the time every city I lived in I never wanted to be behind
but every city I dropped the Ball  hated myself felt like
dropping out of school so many times and you know what hurt the most?
is always achieving but never reaching to finish I gave it my all God
its nothing left to give nothing more to see my Gpa is low my suspended sentence is my shadow
year after year this battle hearing people graduating its hard to smile
dej'vu if you ask me they leaving but im still here why not me
where do I go from here can't remember the last time I saw a trophy or applause  for me
all I ever wanted was somebody to see how bright of a star I could be but instead I got
call names the plot  worsen then anything children hurt in this pain still hunts me
over and over again I cant break its chain I smile when people say how nice
Ii am because that's the only memory that I cherish to claim

I remember one Halloween night we lived at the time in Tallahassee
Southside area my mom bought me a duck costume with a tail on the back
we got thet spray that ooz out when you spray it man it was a good time
my mom and dad never let us be bored or wanted anything shoot by the time
we got older we had bout everything making santa come less often
and gifts and trees go unlit this other time right I walk in this cornfield huge corn
I walk to this lake behind the field I always look at the water never stopping or flowing back up
I wondered if I could go with the stream well moving up to the place
there wasint a chance to fully enjoy life for myself  academics,childhood,adulthood
I turn every corner wishing to be honored by something I made by hard work a letter or a handshake something that built on my character but by the ending of my life when the book closese and im layed to rest i'll say to god was this what I was made for or am Ii just getting a another chance in heaven

Mixed

  God Do you hear me?
I can't hear no plea for this hatred
in tall grass hiding in the picture I can't see
moving bricks crossed the Mexican Border
living in a fantasy popping in a dark hole to
Christmas snow ooz out
oops this is PG 13 so keep lyrics straight no weighted
word by word God come in my way
cause the clap of this gun powder explode turn chestses into potatoes
God Do you hear me?

I let go god slip in the cracks
broken away the way I look back searching
for wolves in a yellow stone park
swimming till I drown in my own lust
I bust three windows to finish the initiated
group cell block one closed the door
getting pride taking away in my own light
who am I tonight....

                                  
    

Soul Food

Soul food

I look back on myself all the blood,tears,and adventurous journeys
gaping the gaps in-between & considerations of people feelings
never once forgetting my place knowing ill be check quick so my Ps & Qs came right
loving the food we referred to as Soul food

Crisco,chicken.rice,greens,and homemade lemonade,koolaide,sugar water yeah!!the good ole days how it will never be the exact same ...
time takes a letter at a time losing a sunt,uncle, until the phase is nomore
to diseases and poverty I see no reunions only clashing of greed
we no longer come unless a person pass
and the term soulfood is r.i.p.
to the generations pass yep good ole food...

I Met A lady by the Road

I Met A Lady By The Road she said son have you been to church? I said no.She said why Son? because the judgmental eyes are upon me .I go in jeans and timbos and a tank-top but a open heart to accept the heavens love. Lady look concern beyond despair grabbing MY LOST-HOPE AND WARMING MY EMPTY SOUL 

Criss-Crossed 
back and fourth again hugging a job only to walk out of church cause i have no Ends raising my excuse finger so no-more will I return hatred I felt and a blind lesson learn Ma'am
Yes! why do you stand alone?I'm not alone son this is my home
for the life I once live is long gone I pass away leaving two kids and a husband in my grandmothers home
then how can I see you now?Son cause you need a Angel to help you walk this road.Confused hesitating to answer but he said I am a good person Ma'am yes you are
yet you lost the very thing to give you hope i'm here to bring the love of God back into your heart

Birthday today im 23

23rd
Today is a better day
twenty three sure feels strange
body growing older mindset resetting
two decades and three years wow how fast
years goes by I remember 25 cents prices oppose
to record high! 90s baby the best of my life
as I look back on all the birthdays I had..
I believe I did alright
bday poem

Religious Struggle

I see the conflict
between the jews,christians,arabics,ganstas,thugs,and sinners
its war in the cracks
killing all the children who need the love most
growing up carrying a book preaching peace only to slip...
falling down from coast to coast we all need it the most


i cried tears of war tears kids running away
losing the thugs becuase they lost way
dont hate this post becuase you dont think this way
we so blind we wouldnt recognize god if we saw his face
callin on everybody to save ourselves from ourselves
stay strong>......