Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Man

I am a Man without a Name glancing through Open flames sprouting through dakness view searching souls doubtful minds asking questions reading between them lines she were my other half yet left without sound black hole smile upside down it easier to find nickles on streets harder to feel a womean to love with out her deciet so I am with out my name that's only so you'll see ..... 

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Awoke

I awoke witin misery,broken yet
strong headed,pacinng mysef asking
handouts only smart remarks
50 cent turn into pennies
penny into dust pray yet echoes
Born in crude world,chosing
tp be poor,window shop till
lights pitch black,jealous with malice
in thee heart,do you see?you who
read this?I face abyss to unknown.
just a black man,frozen within time
cause nobody cares for me
,I look through the streets of berlin germany
ladies laugh,and say disrespect
,I hope for grace,yet churches are close,so I ask amin
do you see what i am,naaaww couldn't be,cause I
am a myth within Germany.

Saturday, January 12, 2013

I'm Heading to the arm Forces

I'm heading to the arm forces
grab my gun and fight for my country
there isn't a place that i won't go

I heard the crieds of my fellow children
with there mothers cover with blood
i dive in the muddy waters

brave the dark nights
eat rats and mice
i'm living in hell on god green earth


people ask me but the war i would say they don't undestand
even if i tell them they just look lost again
so i retire to my wife and three kids
but living in this normal life only make me wanna go to the arm
forces again

i'm haeding to the arm forces

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Holiness

God I havent been complete I took all the 100 percent
falling deeper then a storm drain passin-by the tide and walking
out I been stressed hair coming out God I repent I need yoour aura
your spirit your holiness transform me jehovah
grandma tho I long for you I felt I lost you
way too fast and I slip into mug and i got scratches
you wasint there to comfort me and bandage my sores
so who am I realyl I pray to foresee
sins I commitedand rights i wrong thats why i write you everyday hold me hold me again
hoilness

drunk driver hit me having one to many and didnt stay awake
walking the same routine only stop for ice-cream I was only 11
when a bright light came and a tunnel I walk human yet spirit
if only I could say I forgive you I want your heavans holiness
again
I write this before you rise so all will know to pray
and thank god for being there all the while long please leave what you think in a comment

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Homie

Lil Homie wanted to be a Leader
kept up on the squar got hit but a hollow unknown
when the other homies heard they laugh now?..who the dummy
when the generation getting played ...now im confessing
no teachers in the lessons only a busties spreading drugs and disease
lil homie  being another Kid in the Crude streets just lost his way now his mother
watch the news with horror

temika wasint educated or so she thought
temptation pulled the wool over her thoughts
being consume of the fast life met a boy she call him hubby
posting blogs and instragam pictures
so one night wasint a fairytale just a misunderstood
temika got shoot mutile times just being herself
being seen with a friend and he lost the temp
being buried by anger and a hairy trigger finger
now she layed tto rest may she R.I.P but the story continues
follow the leader I see you when you get there Lil Homie

Three lil homies was friends up until the time they were
robbing a confience store over on 5th ave in harlem
knowing one patrol at night so it should be a ease
striding cross the street creeping into the front door
yelling donw MOFO  gime the cash lil homie had the door the other
in the middle one at the counter and the scen was lockdown
until a bright light blind the last sight 12 shots nobody crawl out
little homies got a lesson hard learn we live by the lesson we choose to see
only the difne reality strings its pain into our everyday life

"We either Stand for Somthing or fall for everything"