Anxiety Test

I been Avoiding the truth
afraid to look into the mirror
instead I rolled in my car pasting the truth
thinking it would somehow fly away or skip town
all the lies and truth cant bring me to the one thing I foresee
unloosen grip felt anxiety skin deep moving under the surface underneath watching locals basketball looking for a answer
its do or die tomorrow test and cant find a cheap way to pass
i honesty needed it hope for it but only looking at myself
seeing the failing truth but only hoping to pass
somehow someway some idolize feature I  pray

Wordz

I swore I was born this way
down to the color i am to the hazel eyes
bit of hot headed and a humorous side
I was the source of all the jokes
trying to marry women before we made eighteen
broken hearts and smashing roses
I swear i was born this way
darker then the most i wore howdies
and look broken educated yet demean by the father figures
so i turnout to the alcohol drinking full bottles
... now look for the turn exit doors burn
poetry is my emotion by the pain
i am not your expectations......

NewBorn

Unborn Child

I never got Chance to see your face
kissing your small Haitian Cheeks
decades past and years closing in
keeping a solid gip on life its harder to comprehend
Foodstamps shortages,no joke finning for a meal.
Ticket say nomo ill be outti

Unborn Child

Remember the good not overal past dues
Create steps to follow and not sand dunes
if i wake tomorrow in a upper room
tell mama let lights shin in a negro
spritiul to harmonies the mood
i wish i had another moment to capitalize
for you  so out of all the angels i met
god sent mine to replace to a unborn caption
came in my emptyspace so i love
you and this is truth

Unborn Child

this is for you....

Black Scripture

see im fretful tonight
feet is hurting body shiver
holding signs yes im Black but
i am not a N***** Dont say it people
this land is our just as little yours
sweat picking cotton gotten sick lay dormit
body roteing i am sick as I can beat
people breAK the darker corners cause the black
they couldnt see yes i am Trayvon martin
skittles and a ice tee yes i am black NOW WHAT DO YOU SEE??