Pastor May I Preach

Knocking on a empty soul
praying about a god who wont come with a blessing
god I'm sick and tired of these church politics
carving a word or two preaching yet walking with the streets
I seen corruption in a church where holy ground
is near people don't like to point fingers so I'll stand
and preach y'all had y'all chance now.. sit there!here thee
philosophy cometh to thee

. "All have sinned, and come short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23)

Pastor you say I'm unable to be save
do I lay my burdens down by the river in my white silk
drench by the river who you forsake me
gave a door out saying  unsaved Will always unbeliever
everybody say they need to be closer to god and say I haven't find the goodness on a gold platter
thinking he got all the answers and even if i go to church I'm into the v.i.p train to the golden gates
wont let me see him cause they are afraid of my view pastor
I see the truth there are more peopl in church judging the the streets i walk through
well church becoming a fast trend a fashion where timbos and jean wont fit-in
I live my life the way I know
don't erupt my nerve cause you wont follow the path
god made us unique so I am choosing the way I know

Pastor may I preach no son you cant

see the church don't follow.........



if y'all give me a chance to explain

I was at this bible study and umm..i told them my life story
and the only thing I felt was happening was basically a twist
saying we'll save you and pushing pushing first I'm imperfect


OK I'm not the person go every Sunday or the know the bible guy
i really just think there are people closer to him but are experiencing god
in there own way we need a leader why cant we be our leaders
we all sin we all make mistakes  idk... but thank you for reading

Dear Mama

Dear Mama
I know its hard I see the pain
I know you do the 24/7 jobs
to make hot plates on tables
evicted cause the landlord wont see the struggle
you are my gurdian over all
love how you cook my fav Mac and Cheese
fighting for my needs cause you know Ill grow
then the ghetto i see

I know the blessings come and go but ill repay you
with the love you always shown
dreaming about fame to show my mom I get that big house
to give a inch to the mile you walk for five kids
no worries now sleep tight I hold it down tonight
love you
Dear Mama

Ghettoe

I took one way ticket to escape
a mark of death hairy trigger paranoid of
niggers ghetto bastards I hate this life
on welfare only time cops help
 cell silence on hell blocks

cant sleep feared of graveyard shift
time ticking a sentence I couldn't repent
preachers ain't save they sticking hands in cookie jars
offering paradise when they judge lies of decent living
hustle time two cents Africa wont save my life motherland
too far to see a original gangsta
I shell tears homies go blind from the other side
god choose favorites when devil kill lives
careful steps
as I took a bag of chains reaping the sour fruits
from adam and eve forbbin trees better yet weeed

Mother/Freak

I see you behind that Mirror
posting in lingerie yet fixing eggs on a hot plate
showing all yall goods to groups who divide...
open your wet lips talking bout Smash or pass
dont care for background cause background has trash
or three kids looking at there Mom say Bad Bitch,Bad Bitch,and then say dont post
on my real page
Mother/freak

I dont care
I got Moms on dot.com or .orgs
mostly Faceboook private groups
sneaking round in darkrooms
some of yall are over 40 ok its do you time
but what bout moms who ages are nexts door
neighbors lets pretend and see a disguise nobody will see our truth
Mothers?
do you think thirsties wont find you
when you lock away in a box who do you
look at UMM...I know..... you

Spouse

why you do this
I lend a hand decline where I stand
turn away backstabbe by the person I gave help too
why do you say this and intervene when the rolling comes through
say this,hold that, don't be smart,and forget
me.
Damn...
the woman I love had two kids by another brother
she wore a silky shirt tainted by the deodorant he wore
calling his name when the Bump & grind
saying give me a sexy name ........damn well she lying
by another so here rock hard and sizzling to a degree
asking,wondering,could it be truth or playing a game of cards
and i fold cause i lost the woman i came to arouse
why you doing this to me??